Love
& Hate…!!!
It’s been very long since I wrote something; the reason is
not the scarcity of thoughts but the opposite. The current political social
situation of our beloved earth is extremely critical, though with humans all
around what else could we expect? But still what to write and what not? What I
should talk about and what I should ignore. I can say that I am apolitical but
it will be a lie that most people like to say. Better to live in denial than accepting
the truth. But it is painful, not physically but mentally it is painful to
witness so much despair, hatred and frustration all around. We are the creature
of violence and war, we pretend to crave peace and stability, unity & love and
all things good and shiny, but actually we are hungry for carnage, bloodshed and
misery. We thrive in destruction, many of us try to pretend to be different,
they try so hard but at the end of the day hatred wins. Love loses everything;
unity becomes the key for destruction.
How strange the word love is, it is only thing that can be
infinite, we can love thousands and thousands more still there will be plenty
to give, it supposed to be unconditional, but we often confused it with
obsession or craving or mere possession. We treat love like a thing to gain, a
matter to conquer, a thing to have. But it is not anything to have or to crave
it just love, it is literally supposed to be peace and it is not gaining it is
just feeling. But we are materialistic animals we just understand having something
or not having it, it is simple as that. Just a thing to possess, It’s not
unconditional not infinite it is narrow and pathetic like we believe it to be.
Where love is strange to us, Hate in the other hand is very
similar to our nature, it is also unconditional, unreasonable, and infinite and
it is easy to hate. Hate makes us think that we are in power, we are right, the
person we hate is wrong and even their existence is somehow a mistake; hate
suits our god complex very well. We have so many reasons to hate someone, not
my favorite color, not right shape, not right looks, different believes,
different desires, not liking the same cuisine, not have same dreams anything
not like mine I can hate, because mine is right, others are simply wrong. How can we
love to discriminate so much?
Why we discriminate? Why we hate anything different than
ours? Are we that scared of anything new, or don’t have enough self-confidence? What is
lacking in us that we can see only emptiness? We have so many reasons to hate,
but only one reason to love, just to love itself. Love is very hard, it means
first loving oneself, having no self-pity or insecurity, to love we need a
clear mind, a peaceful mind, that is maybe no longer possible for us. We need stuff,
we have stuff, we buy, we sell, we conquer, we snatch, we destroy but we don’t
love, we can’t love, not anymore. We can hate, and we are watching everyday, on every news channel, on every newspaper how good we can hate, how we can hate life, this beautiful world,
how we hate our future our present our children, how well we can hate
ourselves. We are sad, we are angry & we are hungry for hatred.
Fear is growing and so the hate is going to get stronger and
stronger, we can all pretend and hide behind our cowardice we can deny all but
still, we are living in fear, and it is the symptom of a diseases, a terrible pandemic
that is spreading like wildfire, Hate is a strong virus that is effecting us
all. We need Love now more than ever, unconditional love infinite love only
then we can have peace. But even now in my heart I know how stupid I must
sound. Babbling of a crazy person, even in my heart hate is winning, everything
I am seeing around me I can feel mu hatred getting strong by that. Hate is easy
its everywhere even in some illusion of love there is hate. Love is losing the battle,
but no!!! love is not losing, but we are, we are losing love, and we are going to
lose peace. Then we will only have to pretend for eternity, pretend to have
peace, we are already pretending to love so we are almost there.
